I decided it would be a great idea to play chess, I mean who doesn't like chess? It's a good logical game, that requires all the parts of my brain I usually use. I'm also good at it, when I'm concentrating. Well, when I'm getting distracted I can get annoyed, so my girlfriend took my laptop out of boredom.
Because I wrote on her blog not to long ago (April 25th to be exact) She decided to write on mine.
This thought had been bugging her for a while each time she took my laptop, but now she has the chance.
She's pretty abusive, well out of jest of course. Maybe I just annoy her with my snide comments sometimes. But hey, she can annoy me too, so it's cool. I mean this relationship would be boring if we didn't constantly have stupid, non-threatening arguments.
Even so, she can also worry. Of course not that much out of an obvious stance, but she does. I guess my cool demeanor doesn't really let me show any concern, but she has the same shroud around her.
Summer's also coming up soon, and I'll be off to Germany, while she will go to Scotland. She's an avid traveler, and as much as I hate to admit it, she knows more of the world than I do. I just hope that we can keep in touch, and not worry about anything else. She knows relationships can sometimes have problems because of distance, and she's slightly scared of it happening again. She might joke and laugh that we will "mess around" but in all honesty she doesn't want such a thing to happen.
My girlfriend is just slightly scared of commitment, I am her fourth boyfriend after all, but she doesn't want to feel that attached at times. Don't get me wrong she likes me, but she is scared that I don't like her back as much and doesn't want to show it.
As I am playing chess and conversing with a friend, leaving her to write this on my laptop, I find that maybe I shall be enlightened.
-The girl who took the laptop
